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“As I left the workshop that first evening, I began to wonder what my intention really was in regards to this life change I was desiring to create. What did I really believe was possible?  How far out on a ledge was I willing to go to make this change occur? What was I willing to give up and when to allow this change to be co-created between myself and my higher power – my spirit guidance? 

These and many other questions assailed me as I left that first evening.  I began to truly understand why I had not been able to get anywhere with my action plan to create the change I wanted.  I had no idea of what I really wanted to create. 

I knew what I did not want and that was at least a starting point.  I went to sleep that evening with thoughts of what my choice of intentions and what my level of commitment was to that choice of intention or change.

Well, no one ever said it would be easy and at least I had a place to begin.”

“The workshop began on Thursday evening.  There were a total of eight attendees, including the lady hosting the workshop. 

After some introductions and opening comments, the workshop leader launched into the core understanding necessary for Co-Creative Manifesting.  I felt I understood the core concepts – they seemed easy enough – in alignment with my beliefs; so where was the magic?

The first bit of magic became apparent in the First House – The House of Intention.  This area or house asked us to identify our intention for manifestation.  Further, we discussed the greatest potential for our vision or project.  And finally, we talked about the essence of our vision or project.

Wow, I had thought we would jump right into the action area.  Instead, I had to think about what my intention was and what its greatest potential might be.  Bummer!”

“So, I completed reading the book by Alan Seale and prepared for the workshop.  I anticipated that my vision would be to create in my physical life what I had experienced in my past life regression.  In reading the book I became aware of several issues I was facing – and needed to go deeper to really deal with them. 

I really hoped the workshop would assist me in increasing my understanding of the process and of my challenges and hurdles.  For someone who typically moves ahead easily, this situation certainly had me flummoxed.
 
With the workshop being only a few days away, I decided to relax for a bit and take a break from the focus of creating the change I desired and simply enjoy life for a bit.  I was certain the workshop would change my life and that said change would only come with some work on my part.”

“I purchased the book and began to read it.  I understood after reading a couple of chapters why this process we call manifesting was so difficult.  The more I read, the more I understood why is might just become easier with the support of Spirit and Universal Consciousness. 

I was particularly impressed by the possibility of merging my spiritual self with my earth based or ego self to co-create incredible results.  And, I also understood why simply reading the book and trying to make my way through it might not be the best use of my time and talents.  So, following the advise of my Past Life Regression Therapist and Life Coach, I registered for a Workshop in Manifesting and prepared to attend.”

“Ah, how easy it is to become lost in the intriguing and delightful and fall prey to not accomplishing that which really makes the difference!

I know I had read that somewhere and simply did not know where – and it did not matter.  I had simply so enjoyed spending time with the stone energy book that totally lost track of the action plan intended to create the reality I had seen in my Past Life Regression. 

The problem was that, although I had the spread sheet started and I had some major categories identified, I really did not know where to begin.  So, once again I turned to my Past Life Regression Therapist/Life Coach to ask her to (once again) refocus me on the project at hand.

I was amazed when she told me that what I was suffering from (not knowing how to create this new reality) was not dissimilar from the ailment that the many individuals were confronting.  And, that the one similarity she had ascertained the many individuals had in common was that they were each being faced with some major change in their life.

She recommended I purchase a book and sign up for a workshop that was being held nearby.  The book was The Manifestation Wheel by Alan Seale and the workshop was in alignment with the book and intended to support individuals and groups in manifesting what they desired in life.”

“Six wonderful stones with six unique subtle energy patterns and frequencies each intended to support this life change I was progressing through.  Six beautiful and powerful stones: Turquoise, with its subtle energy of Strength; Amethyst, with its subtle energy of Clarity; Carnelian, with its subtle energy of Courage; Malachite, with its subtle energy of  Growth; Moonstone, with its subtle energy of New Beginnings;  and Tourmaline , with its subtle energy of Inspiration.  Inspiration, clarity, new beginnings, strength, courage and growth – what more could anyone ask for?

Now, how would I form these different stones into a talisman?  I did not know but I did know the perfect person to ask.  So I called the jewelry design lady I had met at the craft show and asked her to design a talisman for me from these different stones.  After a moment’s hesitation, she agreed to create a design if I could give her a couple of weeks to do so.  We agreed and I felt like I could get back to my main task at hand – the Plan.”

“Something told me there was one more stone that would benefit me greatly.  One more stone,  in combination with the other five stones, would create a talisman of protection and proper energy.  So I began the search for the last stone for my talisman.

And search I did – as searching for one more stone was much more fun than completing my action plan.  One more stone – was it Serpentine, the stone of self control?;  Was it Tigers Eye, the stone of resourcefulness?; Or, perhaps it was Apatite, the stone of motivation?  Which stone was it?

After reading about many stones and knowing they were not the final stone for my talisman, I stumbled upon the stone called Tourmaline.  Tourmaline, the stone of inspiration, was exactly what I needed for finish my talisman.  Tourmaline, through its subtle energies, was purported to encourage growth and support the understanding of self and others. The book indicated that Tourmaline also aids in aligning all parts of self and of a plan to achieve the highest potential outcome.  Tourmaline it was!

Finally, all the stones of my talisman had been identified.  Somehow, I felt like I could move forward with more confidence and self-assurance.  What a great feeling.”

“With all that I had to do on “The Plan”, why, oh why, did I have to keep coming back to this book on stones and stone energies?  Why was I not satisfied with the four wonderful stones I had discovered.  But no, the book kept drawing me back.  And now I found myself reading the information on a stone known as Moonstone.

Moonstone – the stone of New Beginnings.  What was going to be more important in my life than the new beginnings I was about to embark upon?  And, let’s see, how did Moonstone’s subtle energy support new beginnings?  The book indicated that the subtle energies of Moonstone are connected with the moon and intuition; that the subtle energies smooth emotional stress; and finally that they assists the wearer to be open to serendipity and synchronicity.  How perfect .  And I loved all of the colors of Moonstone  – from pach, to grey, to white, to what was described as “gentle rainbow”.  How beautiful.

Was I going to end up with all of the stones the author described in this book in my talisman?”

“I read and re-read the documentation.  I called and asked for a free consultation.  I went to my classes and soaked in as much as I could.  All the while, keeping the job and life I had been living moving along.  This was not a short term plan I was designing and I did not what to find myself in a squeeze between my current life and my future life.  By day, I was a normal employee – by night, I was an entrepreneur want-to-be.  This could become most confusing.

The hardest thing I had to contend with, even when I included the need to learn to shift gears from one life to the other very quickly and effectively, was the fact that I had very few people I could talk to about this.  My friends at work were more dedicated to their work than to me – to talk to them would have put me at risk.  My other friends thought I was crazy and risking what appeared to be a perfectly good life for something I did not even know existed.

But I did know it existed!  More so, I knew it was better.  Why would they not understand? 

Why did it feel like I was living my Past Life Regression again, this time in real life? ”

“Well, I soon came to learn that finding the stones and creating my talisman were not the next challenges I was to face.  My next challenge was in the form of time management.  For me to learn what I had to learn, I decided it would be most valuable for me to invest in some on-line courses.  Who knew that on-line courses take so much time – that what I had experienced in the past as an instructor presenting information now became me reading and trying my best to interpret what the information meant.

I quickly discrened that understanding banking and business spread sheets and business plan creating was not something I could easily learn from an on-line course.  So – I changed my tactic on learning and enrolled in some adult learning courses with the local university.  This approach would take more of my time and, I hoped, would result in my understanding the information to a much greater extent.

I also found some beginning business courses being held by the Small Business Administration in my town.  I signed up for these and prepared myself to be totally overwhelmed.  I was nicely surprised to find them informative and well organized.  Now I was getting somewhere.”