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“I read and re-read the documentation.  I called and asked for a free consultation.  I went to my classes and soaked in as much as I could.  All the while, keeping the job and life I had been living moving along.  This was not a short term plan I was designing and I did not what to find myself in a squeeze between my current life and my future life.  By day, I was a normal employee – by night, I was an entrepreneur want-to-be.  This could become most confusing.

The hardest thing I had to contend with, even when I included the need to learn to shift gears from one life to the other very quickly and effectively, was the fact that I had very few people I could talk to about this.  My friends at work were more dedicated to their work than to me – to talk to them would have put me at risk.  My other friends thought I was crazy and risking what appeared to be a perfectly good life for something I did not even know existed.

But I did know it existed!  More so, I knew it was better.  Why would they not understand? 

Why did it feel like I was living my Past Life Regression again, this time in real life? ”

“Well, I soon came to learn that finding the stones and creating my talisman were not the next challenges I was to face.  My next challenge was in the form of time management.  For me to learn what I had to learn, I decided it would be most valuable for me to invest in some on-line courses.  Who knew that on-line courses take so much time – that what I had experienced in the past as an instructor presenting information now became me reading and trying my best to interpret what the information meant.

I quickly discrened that understanding banking and business spread sheets and business plan creating was not something I could easily learn from an on-line course.  So – I changed my tactic on learning and enrolled in some adult learning courses with the local university.  This approach would take more of my time and, I hoped, would result in my understanding the information to a much greater extent.

I also found some beginning business courses being held by the Small Business Administration in my town.  I signed up for these and prepared myself to be totally overwhelmed.  I was nicely surprised to find them informative and well organized.  Now I was getting somewhere.”

“Research, research, research….how was I to know that I knew so little?  This whole plan, of which I had not really taken a single step forward, was becoming totally overwhelming.  Should I just stay where I am – what if the Past Life Regression Information is really just my imagination?  Was I acting really crazy?  Or was I just scared of the unknown?

I finally closed down my computer for the night and headed off to bed – with all of these thoughts in my head.  Perhaps I was the crazy one – perhaps I needed to just “suck it up” and stay where I was – perhaps this dream was just a figment of my imagination.  I headed to bed with these thoughts and with the hope that perhaps some insights would come flowing in as to what steps to take next.”

“As I was pondering how many talismans to utilize to keep me on track with my plan, my Therapist/Coach emailed me to ask how the plan was progressing.  How did she know that I had spent more time thinking about my talisman than about the plan?

With that question in mind, I turned my attention to the overview plan we had developed when we met and I began to further enhance the plan with action items of a size and timing that made sense to me. 

As I reviewed the plan in general, I realized that my next major step was to complete research and determine where I was going to obtain the information I needed to truly move forward with the plan.  How interesting that it was easier to research a talisman than the plan overall.  Was this what kept many people from moving forward in their lives?”

“So I headed home with the draft of my plan in my possession and more than a few reservations.  Was I enough to accomplish this?  What type of Spiritual Guidance would I receive?  Was I really intended to be a change maker and leave the “village” and strike off on my own?  And what if I did not find that wonderful valley – what if, in real life, I was unsuccessful?

As all of these thoughts crossed my mind, I realized that I did, indeed, want to pursue this dream of mine.  That, given our plan as it was, I did not need to make any significant decisions for quite a few months as I became more educated and aware of what this new life might look like.  With these thoughts and a plan that was in excess of 18 months long, I realized it would benefit me to have a talisman as a continual reminder of where I was headed and for support along the way.

A talisman….what might I choose as this reminder?  It had to be inconspicuous (I was not ready to share my plan with more than a couple of my close friends); it had to be easy to have with me; and I had to like having it in my possession.”

“And each step of the way,  my Regression Therapist turned Life Coach confired with my lsit of concerns and challenges to ensure we had covered them all in each category.  As the plan unfolded, I began to see why I had not taken this course any earlier and why many of my friends and fellow colleagues would not take it.  Without the information from the Past Life Regression and what I felt was a commitment from my Spirit Self, I would not be willing to make changes this massive.

And finally, we designed the action plan with timeline.  We completed this in a basic excel spread sheet so I could track my progress and see where I was getting myself off base. 

The next step was to simply begin the plan as designed.  And yes, somehow I felt something was missing – something that would carry me through the days when this plan and the actions I was committing too were just too overwhelming.”